I parked my Jeep Cherokee on those tracks of Glendale California with the intention of putting an end to everything that seemed so impossible to deal with anymore. But as I watched the train coming towards me, I started to think about my children. I started to think of what death may be like. Then, fear took over me. I started the car and tied to drive it off the tracks but it was stuck. …showed first 75 words of 252 total…

…showed last 75 words of 252 total…rush to the scene, and carry away the many injured people. They were placing the people who had not survived in body bags. <Tab/>Now, I'm sitting in the court room, being charged with at least 10 counts of murder, and facing the death penalty. Eleven are dead because of me, but this wasn't my intention. I had intended to end my pain and instead caused the pain of so many others.